….studying for the exam.

Coming so close to passing last time only makes me more upset as the exam gets closer.  Had the graders been more generous with their scoring of my essays, just ever so slightly, then I would be enjoying myself right now doing something fun instead of stressing out, trying to cram more info into my head and worrying about having to do this again if it doesn’t go my way this time. (ok…I guess I need to take some responsibility as well and I can’t put all the blame on the graders - but right now I hope you’ll indulge my need to vent!)

I figure that whoever graded my essays is probably enjoying the summer weather right now…maybe sitting on the beach somewhere.  I hope they get a rash in an uncomfortable place which lasts for several days.

It’s the weekend…after a long week of work and studying I think I’ll study some more.  In fact, I’ll just spend the whole weekend studying.  And when I take a break from studying, I can stress out about the fact that I’m not studying.

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2 weeks to go.  Life still sucks.  I’m sick of studying and sick of not being able to do anything fun.

On the plus side, I did have In-N-Out for dinner last night.  A Double-Double Animal Style really can (and did) hit the spot!!